I wanted a friend but I got an online persona instead
I wanted a friend that was cool with everything that I love. I wanted a friend that understands me for me and that would actually show up like a friend. I no longer have friends around me. I do not have a best friend anymore ever since I got married and moved off. I want a friend that actually sticks by me and does not use me like my said best friend would and I thought I found them but boy I was wrong. Being a mother of 3 takes my time and it is like I do not have time for anything anymore. I also am sick on top of everything and it feels like a challenge. Three years ago, I was a twitch streamer going around helping little streamers and I found this person I thought was going to be a pretty cool dude and honestly he was until recently. Although he is on the other side of the world a lot of things don't make sense when he says it and it is a lot of drama. First let me just say don't trust everyone that you meet because there are some shady people out there. Everything was g...