Shifting life growth

There is a shift and it is pulling you. The people you thought were friends are really not your friends. Everything starts to feel different and the people you surround yourself with no longer give you the same feels. You are going to step back and evaluate the things and people are around you.

The way they start asking you for money, they way you show up for them and they don't for you the support, love and energy you give them but they don't for you. The doubt they give and everything you feel does not feel the same. 

Eventually, you will get tired of that feeling and eventually you will cut them off. Once you cut them off and no longer interact with them things will start getting better. You don't grow staying in the same place. You grow when you leave and branch out. You will notice things changing including your mindset but you are going to have to want that change. 

Eventually you may find people just like wanting to grow and find people that are going to support you and be there for you. 

This is you leveling up and once you do that. It gets better. 

No longer waiting

 

A person who waits in and for you is a loyal person but eventually they get tired of waiting on you to do right and the decide to no longer be in your corner waiting for you and all of the sudden they are the bad person. A person is going going to give you so many chances and try to help you so many times until they give up. 

You cannot do a person any kind of way and expect them to still be there with open arms just waiting on you to return. Life is to short to be waiting on a person to get it together and wasting their time, love, resources, empathy, sympathy and anything else they give trying to get you to do right. 

If it keeps reoccurring then the care that they have and gave is nonexistent. It gets tiring caring when the same things keep happening over and over and they give the same excuse one after another day after day and nothing changes. 

I'm Sorry can only run its course for so long and being okay with it lasts only so long. I'm sorry is an excuse for someone who normally is not sorry and does not plan to change. If I bump into you then I am sorry. 

If I step on your shoe or do something to you and did not mean to then it's I'm sorry but using it time and time again and again and not actually being sorry and just using it as a cover up to keep doing something then yeah, no its no I'm sorry for something you're purposely doing. 

It is 2025. It is time to open eyes and see who and what is in your corner and if you realize who is there get rid of anyone who is not suppose to be there and is quick to use you and stab you in the back. You have probably came into a conclusion and realization when some kind of trouble went down who was there to help you through it and who wasn't. 

Not everyone is your friend. They will smile in your face and stab you in the back deep. A lot of people are jealous of others so be careful who your "friend" are.