My Story, My life..

Having a back to back C-section is rough. What is even rougher is being on bed rest during both pregnancies. My husband and I got married March 29th 2016, We found out days later that we was pregnant again but the thing is we had protection. A month or two later I was rushed to the hospital because I was in pain which felt like stabbing pain. I had to have ERCP done which is removing a gallstone from my gallbladder duck because it was stuck. This put me in radiation and more radiation. We thought we was going to lose our second son and was prepared for it. I was still in the stabbing pain and found out they had to place a pancreatic stent in my pancreas because their tube kept going into my pancreas with the dye. After weeks and weeks of hurting we had to go get the stent removed. My husband could not work because he had to take care of our one year old and is still having to juggle taking care of our one year old our 2 month old and I. I thought this C-section would be normal like my first but it was not. I am in so much pain and it seems like I am not doing any better. I keep trying each day but I am getting weaker nothing feels normal nothing feels okay. When I'm walking I'm struggling and when I'm trying to push through I get tired and week. I've been back and forth to the hospital and they are not sure what's going on. My OBGYN doesn't want to see me back till a year and I know she done something wrong. I have pieces of tissue falling out that should not be, I also have pieces of my uterus where you can tell it's been stitched falling out along with clots. I stopped bleeding for a whole week and then it came back and it's not even the way it's supposed to be. There is something wrong big time and it seems like everywhere I turn there is no answers and it's like they are just sweeping stuff under the rug. I'm going to end up finding a new set of doctors and see what's going on because I know my body and this is not normal.. None of this is normal after they tried to tell me it was okay...
Thank you for reading my life and my rants.

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Introduction

 When I was little I was the Tasmanian Devil or what my mom calls me the devil's child. I have done a lot of things when I was little. I caused a lot of headache and most of my scars came from my childhood. I was a curious child and done almost anything I could not to be bored. The house I live in was my first house. The apartment mom and dad lived in I probably lived in for a couple weeks to a month but this was when I was first born. They felt like there wasn’t much room there so they moved here and this is where all the things that I’ve done or that has happened, happened here.

GREEN!

 The house was still. I was about 3 years old. My mother just got off work. She worked 3rd shift at walmart. Mom comes home and plays with me like she always did. I must of got tired and so I lay down on the living room floor trying to take a nap. She lays down on the floor  and she falls asleep beside me. I wake up and I tapped her she was dead asleep. I got bored didn’t know what to do and then suddenly I hear something calling my name. I went to the trash can and pulled trash out of it. I put it around her. I go in the kitchen and got into the cabinet where the kool aid packets was. I pull the green one out and put water in a cup. I open the green kool aid packet and poured it on her hair. I then grabbed the water and poured it on her hair. After I was done with her hair. I went to the trash can and grabbed a dish detergent bottle and put it in her mouth. She woke up freaking out. I thought It was pretty funny. I could feel her madness. She picks up the trash and walk to the bathroom. She looked in the mirror and she freaks out. She takes a shower trying to wash it out but it didn’t work. She calls my dad and tells him he better come get me. He got off work and came and watched me. She had to go back to work anyways.

My life in a quick shot.

Being pregnant and in college is some what hard. I have a 10 month old son already and we are due in December again. There is a lot on my plate trying to juggle both but nothing is impossible. Money is really tight to the point we can hardly pay any bills. My husband can not work due to he is back in school also and has to help tend to our son because I am on bedrest. I have tried all I can to get money up for bills but struggling to. eBay didn't work out and so we are trying again looking for some way to make money I am trying to sale my photography to get money for bills and the babies birthdays and christmas and it's extremely hard. Facebook is not really helping either. We are trying to sale but nothing is working.