Lovely Writes

 As a person who likes doing the same routines, certain routines get old. Such as begging for a person to do right, arguing and fighting with a person that supposedly loves you everyday and begging them to see what they are doing to you and trying to show them what they are doing to others and how what they are saying is not right or sound right because the part that they are saying basically is basically the opposite of  what they are saying. It gets to a point you have to withdraw yourself, your love and care to basically save yourself from spiraling anymore further down. Loving a person takes a lot of work if they are not loving themselves. It takes a lot of work even more to lie about loving a person and or subjects around a person.  Say a person claims that they don't talk to people because they are antisocial but then come up to say they talk to people randomly then to come up and say they do not talk to the person they claim and then lie and say oh yeah we talk so ...

 Everyone is going through something they don't speak about. Everyone is trying to live life the best they can either while suffering and struggling. No one really tells anyone their problems because they don't trust them. A lot of people have a lot on their mind from their needs, family needs and trying to support them and make sure they have enough.  Trust me I am in the same boat. I have been there not knowing if Im going to have enough to pay bills and eat or to buy diapers. No one tells you or talks about how hard it is and can be. It is even harder on those who don't have a stable job. Being an affiliate marketer has it's ups and downs. Sometimes you make enough other times you don't.  Affiliate marketing is not easy and no you can't make quick on it. I don't care what they tell you. I have over 1000 people visiting one of my blogs and it doesn't even make anything anymore. I have traffic pushing but I don't make money anymore so now I'm st...

 Opening up to let people in is never easy. People can end up using you and hurting you which makes it to where you no longer want to open up to anyone else.  They tell you they will be there for you when you need them but then they show you time and time again that they won't and they are only going to hurt you in the long run.  I often sit around and trying to figure out what went wrong and how to fix it and ways to fix it because I always feel like I am the problem but I am learning that I am not the problem. I cannot make someone understand me, I cannot make anyone be honest, I cannot make anyone do anything. They are their own person and it is on them to do right or wrong.  I personally, am tired of opening up to people. I do not want to keep having to restart with people and explaining to them that I am tired of getting hurt, I am tired of restarting and giving my trust to them just only for them to be like the others and leave and make excuses and then just hu...

The coldest water is more than just a water bottle! It keeps your water and or drinks cold for 36+ hours! It is amazing and works great. I love how the coldest water bottle has more than one color and more than one size like the gallon! There is also one for kids! This makes sure you are getting your cold H2O whenever it is super hot outside. This company also has multiple other items and products that can help you from ice packs that you can wear, water bottles, and plenty of accessories for you to use that are helpful around the house or outside! This water bottle and ice packs are great for sports and or any outside activities. Especially for summer since it is super hot and the sun can cause you to dehydrate quickly. This water bottle is also perfect for when your having sex and needing to re-hydrate or needing ice. You do not have to stop what your doing for ice you can just reach over for it and either stick it against them or open it up. This bottle is great for keeping it cold!...

  No one talks about period depression. No one tells you how bad it is and how bad it can get.  No one talks about the worthless feeling you have and the hopeless feelings that comes with it.  No one talks about the pain nor how bad a person can suffer in silence and pretend that everything is okay when it's not.  Nothing feels okay. Sleeping during the day and staying awake all night. The worrying, the stress, panic attacks the anexity.  The pressure of having to hide how you feel and having to keep it together. No one talks about this.  No one talks about the mental health you struggle with while trying to live. While trying to keep it all together.  It all hits the worst at night while your body is trying to relax.  A lot of people suffers from this and so much more. I am included on this.  It's okay not to be okay... We will get through this. 

 Sometimes it is best to let a person go to regain yourself. To heal yourself from all the trauma that they caused and everything that you have been going through.  They showed you how they are, they showed their motives, who they are, what they do. They showed how they hurt you and can flip the script to become the victim and blame you for everything and came up with excuses and reasons and lies trying to trap you and control you.  They even brought up being suicidal and going to end it multiple times if you leave. They even leave and tell you they didn't leave but you know they did. They lie about everything and could even be cheating on you and you would never know.  This is guilt tripping trying to keep you in a place where you don't want to be but you stay because you are scared. Don't be scared. Leave them because it is not worth it.  This type of relationship and people are toxic. They depend on you and make you miserable trying to stay and keep them happ...