The me expecting you to do something has gotten old.
Me explaining my stress, worries and fears seems to do nothing until I start crying and screaming at the top of my lungs for you to do something because I am sick and tired of living like this. I am tired of you saying you'll do it and you'll get it done and you fail to do it.
I am so tired of this.
You said it wouldn't be like this and I believe you... That was my fault for believing you that you are actually going to do something.
My expectations were always to high for you. It's like you have taken me for a joke and don't even act like my cares, my fears, or anything I want mattered.
The stress that I feel daily is getting old...
I have lived far to long like this and I am not living like this anymore. I am going to start doing things on my own and not depend on you because it doesn't matter, the responsibility that you were suppose to take as a man, as a provider, your not doing it but making excuses and I am no longer listening to them.
I'm sick of the back and forth and yelling, I am sick of it all. I'm so tired and I do not want to continue to live this way.
