I ain’t gonna hurt you...

Those are the first words you hear.. time and time again.. when your hurt you want to believe it's true.. after they hurt you it become harder to believe when those words are told.. It takes lots of trust to believe it.. but after being hurt the first time it's hard to, doesn’t matter who the person is it still feels like they are going to hurt you… guess what at times. No matter how strong you make yourself they will hurt you someway and break you down till the point you feel like nothing and worthless. After being hurt time after time before trust is hard to come by.. I ain’t gonna hurt you just become words… Words are not actions but words can hurt just like actions… Being hurt can bring you down mentally and emotionally and physically to the point it’s pointless of believing and trying to keep trust while it's pointless of keep trying when you feel worthless and like your nothing so you try to put yourself together and figure out where you went wrong  but you tear youself down again and then the words you hea are  but I ain't gonna hurt you...

My feelings at this very moment in 3 words

Stressed

Worried

Emotional

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Everything

Everything doesn't feel real

touch

it's all in your imagination  

this is all a dream

we are all inside

your head can't you see it's all nothing but a memory

just close your eyes

go to sleep there's

nothing to fear

but life itself

But this is the

end of the poem  

there's no time   

left to continue

so this  is how it'll end

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Fear of the dead

Sittin in this empty room

watching  my mind flutter

across the page of my memory

and listening to  the slow moans of the dead

> the embracing arms of the cold dead

that stalks me every step i take and

sleep with me even when i'm ignoring their presence

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YOU.

You treat me horribly

I'm 19 I should have freedom

but I don't you're trying to keep me under your wing But you're wrong  

it's not gonna work

I'm ready to go ready to leave

I can't stand it here you yell cuss and try to fight

You threatened to hit me

You try to scare me but you don't Try breaking me now

I have someone who will help me stand

You're not ready for me to go but watch me leave

Your not gonna win

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