Lovely Writes

IF YOU ARE PREGNANT DO NOT BE AROUND BORAX!!!!! (SCRAP IT FROM THE DETERGENT OR GET SOMEONE ELSE TO MIX IT FOR YOU!!!!! (IF YOUR ALLERGIC TO SOMETHING IN THIS THEN SCRAP WHAT IT IS AND USE SOMETHING ELSE!!) What you need for the detergent is arm and hammer laundry booster super washing soda, fels-naptha laundry bar (Needs to be shredded and grated like cheese!!) oxi clean, downy scentable crystals, baking soda, borax detergent booster. This all needs to be mixed together and it only takes 1-2tps per load This last about 9 months!!!! Get the laundry soap kit here! Get oxi clean here Get scentable crystals here!

Sometimes the things that you buy at the store does not kill them like you expect them to. Sometimes their eggs go un-bothered and you are stuck with an infestation of them. The best thing to do if you or someone you know that has lice is that lice does not like certain things.  Lice cannot stand coconut oil but to kill the larva or eggs you need to mix coconut oil and  any  essential oils. Take the hair and part it into sections and then put the stuff on it and it will kill them instantly all while neutralizing the eggs. You can also use apple cider vinegar and it should kill them also. Be sure to clean the sheets and pillow cases well!!! Mix apple cider vinegar, Coconut oil, essential oils and baking powder and salt in a bottle and then spray it on the bed and pillows and anywhere else you feel needs to be treated. If they have stuff animals stick them in pillow cases and wash them and then stick them in trash bags in the closet for a while. You can also...

Talking to someone is the best ever. You can vent, yell, scream and it can make you feel better. I am what you called a therapist but not a therapist. I have not made it to get my degree yet but i feel like its best to talk to people. THIS IS A MAJOR THING. If you do not then everything you are going through can make you are exploding and going to explode and you do not know what to do and it just breaks you and as a human that is not good.

Broken is something that I feel all the time. Shattered, torn, its not okay... Death sometimes seems better than anything else on this earth... Nothing is okay when your depressed... AND I MEAN NOTHING IT HURTS TO BE BLAMED FOR EVERYONE ELSE... IT HURTS TO BE MARRIED AND FEEL NOTHING BUT PAIN, BROKEN, EMOTIONAL, PHYSICAL ABUSE... THREATS OF BEING RAPED, TO BE KILLED, TO OTHER THREATS... IT'S NEVER OKAY...

Abuse,  pain, blame, force, trauma, hurt, tears, suffering, arguing, silent cries, whispers, fake smiles, cracked faces, broken. It's my fault, I'm sorry,  I love yous, trust, misery, bruises, bleeding, broken bones, crushed, depression, anxiety, fear, sleepless nights, ptsd(doesn't have to be military related.) Suicidal; thoughts and tendencies. Emptiness, emotions, alone, emo, schizo, Alcohol, Unloved, Just here, suffer, name calling, torn, love..., no love, regrets, truth, excuses, sorrow, endless years, finding yourself, defeated, nothing to no one, lonely, no support, friendless, no family, DEATH WHORE, SLUT, BITCH, WORTHLESS, WHALE, FAT, CARELESS, YOU DON'T CARE, STUPID, RETARD, YOU SHOULD DIE, GO KILL YOURSELF, NO ONE CARE FOR YOU, I DON'T LOVE YOU, YOU WILL NEVER BE NOTHING, YOUR NOTHING TO ME, YOU HURT ME, ~ MOST OF WHAT IVE BEEN TOLD ALL MY LIFE.  Love is a 4 letter word that means nothing if its not shown. Trust is a 5 letter word that doesn...

Job hunting sucks and its not easy as everyone says!!! No matter how many applications you put in they will not hire you and you are supposed to know how to run everything and have experience. WHERE ARE YOU SUPPOSE TO LEARN THIS AT?? I mean come on your suppose to have 3+ years of certain experience and the bosses pick and choose who to hire. Interview after interview its the same thing!! They give you false hope trying to not hurt you but yet its still false hope of your may get the job, your the right fit!! THIS SUCKS!!!! PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT YOU PROMISING AND GIVING FALSE HOPE HURTS US SOOO YEAH!!! Sometimes the jobs you hope for and wishing upon, you never get if they don't like the way you present yourself or if you don't live directly inside of the store or a couple inches away from the location. They tell you one thing but do another and it's like why even bother. We have applied to over 275 jobs with only a handful of interviews and no luck! Interviews als...