Ripping on the inside

My heart feels like its been ripped out of my chest

the pain throbs and throbs and throbs 

the tears are rolling down my face 

as there is a frog in my throat 

I am so confused of what to do 

where to go

I am so confused 

everything feels so 

shattered so broken

I am hurting on the inside 

I am hurting on the out 

this is so unreal 

this depression 

its got a hold of me 

all I can do is cry 

I stress, I worry 

its all crashing down

all around 

I don't know what to do

My life in a quick shot.

Being pregnant and in college is some what hard. I have a 10 month old son already and we are due in December again. There is a lot on my plate trying to juggle both but nothing is impossible. Money is really tight to the point we can hardly pay any bills. My husband can not work due to he is back in school also and has to help tend to our son because I am on bedrest. I have tried all I can to get money up for bills but struggling to. eBay didn't work out and so we are trying again looking for some way to make money I am trying to sale my photography to get money for bills and the babies birthdays and christmas and it's extremely hard. Facebook is not really helping either. We are trying to sale but nothing is working.