Prime Video and Addons

 Prime video is your one stop shop! I love how prime videos also have movies, shows and series of their own but then you can go over and get other subscriptions like Starz, Apple Tv, paramount+, Discovery, Crunchyroll, Britbox, Fox one, AMC+, BET+ and a bunch other other channels and platforms. 

You can even bundle your subscriptions to save more money in which I like that. 

One bundle has 2 subscriptions involved like starz and hallmark+ the other has MGM+, AMC+ and Starz all in one. 

The three is only 19.99 and the two is only 13.99 in which saves a lot of money in the long run but prices very cause they have s Starz and BET+ that runs 15.99. They also have a lot of other bundles. 

  If you have kids, they do have a bundle for them with Ryan and Friends and Hopsters Learning. 

I love how Prime Video gives you this option because it saves you money in the long run and you can pay for everything through them instead of trying to figure out what you have and what you do not have. You can also use the app and go to each place from there and I love that. 

Check out prime video addon subscriptions here!

St Jude Valentines day and Christmas cards

 Every year, St Jude has it to where you can give the kids a Valentines day and Christmas card and it is free. These cards means so much to those kids and a lot of people do not even know. 

These cards shows them that there is someone out there that is cheering them on and care about them through their toughest times. On these cards you can create a message for them or choose one that has already been made. 

Click here to send a virtual Valentines day card today!

Click here for the Christmas cards!

Gaslight by Doctors

 At first, it was fine. Everything was fine even though my intuition made me uncomfortable of that office.

 It was until the procedure was done was the issue. The doctors and nurses are gaslighting me. First the office did not tell me what I was looking for or signs of infection. 

Then I was having pains but they said oh its normal to have cramping and everything else when I reached out. 

Then another doctor answered my doctors messages talking about if your in pain and it is to much to stand go to the hospital and this was before the 2 week appointment. I was trying to get answers in which I did not.

Then, I messaged again recently that hey the antibiotics is not working. I do not feel any better just for them to pretty much gaslight me and tell me that hey we expect cramping. I'm not even cramping. I am in pain like it is throbbing from the infection style type pain. 

Like the doctor didn't even do the swob test. He only did a UTI test but he did not even bother doing the swob test for BV. All he did was clear me from restrictions. He also did not prescribe or treat anything for my PCOS in which I have this on top of adenomyosis.

 I have been suffering since I came home and it has almost been a month. February 14th will make one month. They said I can feel effects from 1 month all the way up to 3-6 months. He did not mention this at the appointments prior to the procedure. This is not right. 

They said this would be a quick and easy process. They said that I would only be down for about a week or two. 

No one said the heal time would be months. No one really explained anything to me except the endometrial ablation. He said he is going to go in, dilate the cervix, use a device to go inside and burn away at the adenomyosis tissue. He did not really explain anything else after the fact but once we got to the 2 week check up then he let on that it can actually take months to heal. 

 The hysterectomy, I got knew about. I was going to be down for 4-6 weeks as if I had a child but this. I did not even get incisions and I am apparently going to be down for a lot longer. 

They won't even schedule me in but want me to go to the hospital for it. 

According to google, I was suppose to contact my doctor and they were suppose to switch antibiotics since it does not feel it is working. 

I am schedule to see another OBGYN that I scheduled months ago before I went to this office and hopefully I can get some relief but I am going to end up going to the ER for this though. 

In time like these you have to become your own advocate. You have to speak up, reach out and get answers you needing and treatment you deserve. If you do not feel like something is right, you are going to have to do something about it. Speak up and Speak out. 

Switching desks

 With our office being in our room, we decided to change it up a bit. Having two desks, a dresser, two storage containers, a queen size bed ( Use to have a California king) is kind of cramming our room to the point we cannot access our drawers to the dresser without moving the bed a little and our room is just packed and cannot add anything else.  

I am planning on trying to rearrange everything to try to fit better but I am not sure which way to go as of yet.

We pretty much have to squeeze by my chair to get out if I am using it but when I am not we can get out just fine. Like there is a path from the door to the desks and to the bed but that is it. 

Our house is old and does not have a master bedroom at all so we picked the one we felt was the biggest one and made it work. 

We currently have the Stary electric standing desk  in which I love but after awhile it is time for something different. These desks are nice to have but instead of having two desks, we are deciding on getting one desk that fits two people that way we have a little bit more room because these desks stick out a little to far then the desks we had prior.

The desk we decided to go with is TVU 95" 2 Person Desk with 8 Drawers, in which it fits well with the area we have instead of sticking out like the Stray electric standing desk. With this desk we have a little bit more room to be able to change up things. 

Cricket Wireless

 So far, I have not had any issue with cricket wireless. The service had no drops and it works great. I love how smooth it runs even with only 1-2 bars until I go up the road and get 5 full bars. Switching to the service was easy. 

I read reviews about the service around me and
how people have issues with it because it is not good service because the cell towers are kind of far from them and are weak in which I understand because we are in real wooded rural areas. The networks seems good and it is cheaper than a lot of other companies.

 AT&T was once great out here but I do know things change. 

Other plans I know that are great are Walmart Family Mobile, and Verizon (Visible), Tello, Gen Mobile are also great.  I do not recommend straight talk. I had real bad drops with them and their service was spotty. 

Movies and TV shows while recovering

 Due to my surgery and healing, I had time to watch some movies and series. I found a handful of series and movies that I liked and a handful that I did not like. I also got to rewatch some old shows and other things that peeked my interest. I am adding more to it as I go.

I watched (click each one for review):

 Five nights at Freddy's 1& 2 

PlayDate (Prime Video)

YuYu hakusho Live action ( Netflix)

The Thursday Murder Club (Netflix)

The Rip ( Netflix)

SquidGames (Netflix)

Kpop Demon Hunters (Netflix)

Alice in borderlands (Netflix)

Final Destination Bloodlines (Prime Video)

Detective Cross (Prime Video)

Stress is bad for you!

 If you stress and worry over everything or every little, then your body will become chronically ill over some time and it is not a good thing at all. It can make you really sick and drained and your body will turn on you.

 It will make you have a weak immune system, inflammation, disrupt your hormones, cause heart disease, digestive disorders, serve depression and anxiety including diabetes. You will always live in fight or flight and your body will stay in survival mode. You will also end up having am I doing something wrong questions.

The dreams that you get from this, will also stress you out. Everything you dream about will seem so real and it will send you into a panic attack and a anxiety attack making things even worst. I live like this and lived like this and it gets worst as you go. 

Eventually you are going to have to find the cause of what is causing you to stress and eventually you are going to have to face your fears. Even if it is reoccurring dreams or you seeing things that triggers you you are going to have to do it. 

Life is more than stressing. Life is beautiful once you get out of survival mode. 

Figure a way to deal with your stress before it figures a way to deal with you. Hospitalization is no fun and it can be weeks before you get to go home. After that your body will not go back to normal. You're stuck being chronically ill if you let it go for so long.

I personally used Stress relief and it worked for me until I stopped taking it and my thoughts were overpowering me.

Habit stress is what I took and let me tell you, I could tell a difference with it and it actually helped me. I no longer felt like I had to be on fight or flight mode or on auto pilot. I felt like I could breathe again and life was not as bad as my mind made it seem. The only reason I stopped taking them was because no Walmart around me carried them anymore just like a handful of other things. 

If you want to try to get your stress under control, try some supplements. 

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