The same feeling The Same memory

As the brown blood flows down my leg along with the water in the shower, as the same painful sharp pains appears in my stomach. I remember the pain from before. The sharp and throbbing pain that you can never forget the same kind of pain you want to never remember. It hurts the blood comes rushing more and more. My belly tightens while my back throbs almost like needles stabbing me. It hurts to the point I don't want to move... throb throb throb... it just keeps flowing and flowing down down down to the point it seems like it's never going to stop... The pain hurts but not as bad as my heart does... Beating beating beating until my pain comes harder and sharper until the tears start rolling from my eyes along with my silent cries...

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Everything

Everything doesn't feel real

touch

it's all in your imagination  

this is all a dream

we are all inside

your head can't you see it's all nothing but a memory

just close your eyes

go to sleep there's

nothing to fear

but life itself

But this is the

end of the poem  

there's no time   

left to continue

so this  is how it'll end

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Fear of the dead

Sittin in this empty room

watching  my mind flutter

across the page of my memory

and listening to  the slow moans of the dead

> the embracing arms of the cold dead

that stalks me every step i take and

sleep with me even when i'm ignoring their presence

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YOU.

You treat me horribly

I'm 19 I should have freedom

but I don't you're trying to keep me under your wing But you're wrong  

it's not gonna work

I'm ready to go ready to leave

I can't stand it here you yell cuss and try to fight

You threatened to hit me

You try to scare me but you don't Try breaking me now

I have someone who will help me stand

You're not ready for me to go but watch me leave

Your not gonna win

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