No longer waiting

 

A person who waits in and for you is a loyal person but eventually they get tired of waiting on you to do right and the decide to no longer be in your corner waiting for you and all of the sudden they are the bad person. A person is going going to give you so many chances and try to help you so many times until they give up. 

You cannot do a person any kind of way and expect them to still be there with open arms just waiting on you to return. Life is to short to be waiting on a person to get it together and wasting their time, love, resources, empathy, sympathy and anything else they give trying to get you to do right. 

If it keeps reoccurring then the care that they have and gave is nonexistent. It gets tiring caring when the same things keep happening over and over and they give the same excuse one after another day after day and nothing changes. 

I'm Sorry can only run its course for so long and being okay with it lasts only so long. I'm sorry is an excuse for someone who normally is not sorry and does not plan to change. If I bump into you then I am sorry. 

If I step on your shoe or do something to you and did not mean to then it's I'm sorry but using it time and time again and again and not actually being sorry and just using it as a cover up to keep doing something then yeah, no its no I'm sorry for something you're purposely doing. 

It is 2025. It is time to open eyes and see who and what is in your corner and if you realize who is there get rid of anyone who is not suppose to be there and is quick to use you and stab you in the back. You have probably came into a conclusion and realization when some kind of trouble went down who was there to help you through it and who wasn't. 

Not everyone is your friend. They will smile in your face and stab you in the back deep. A lot of people are jealous of others so be careful who your "friend" are. 

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CHAPTER ONE:
THE BEGINNING

Did you 👀 the 🐰 hopping around the room playing around, 
having fun while birds are chirping and singing hanging from the fan? 
Did you 👀 the pony sticking its head out of the wall 👀 my every movement 
while I sit here in this room and write this 📓? 
Things are appearing and disappearing. 
There are fights happening deep inside of my head with the voices
tearing me apart and they are my only friends. 
They keep me up at night 👀 things that don’t exist.
They argue and argue about things that do not even matter.
I sit and sit thinking on this 🛏️. Writing and writing nonstop.
Nonstop arguments between family, the voices and me. 
They are the only ones that keeps me company right 
along with the misery inside of me.

“Hey loser, you’re never gone amount to anything.”
“Don’t talk to him like that he’s not worthless.”
“Yes, he is; Look at him sitting on this bedside doing nothing with his
life he’s such a low life. Talking to his imaginary friends 👀 things 
and hearing things talking to no one who’s there. 
You have no real friends you just have us, you’re writing your drawings that’s it.
Your family doesn’t even care for you. You’re not even here to them. 
You’re just a nobody. Just dust in the wind nothing but a faded memory.”

“Hey guys look at this jerk off he’s trying to run from all his problems.”
“LEAVE ME ALONE!!!”
“I CAN’T GET ANYTHING DONE!!! I CAN’T 💤 OR
DO ANYTHING WITH Y’ALL TALKING!!!!!”
“Oh Jacob, Only a little longer. You’ll be completely insane. 
You mom threatened to put you into a mental asylum, 
your dad’s in prison for murder. They want nothing to do with you Jacob.”
“Alright guys stop it stop bullying him. 
Let him live stop trying to cause more troubles than he’s got.”
“JACOB.” Calls a voice from down the hall
“JACOB ARE YOU UP, COME ON IT’S YOUR FIRST DAY BACK AND
I DON’T WANT YOU TO BE LATE.” A wondering voice from down the hall.”
“I’M UP.” I yell.
I lay back down. I close my eyes and drift back off to 💤.
“Hey, Jacob, you’re skipping school again today?”
“It’s gonna catch up with you oh wait it already has.”
“You’re just a loser. Nobody likes you nor 😍 you. 
You’ll never get a girlfriend, a weird oh a freak.” The voice argues.
“You mind as well drop out. You’re such a loser; 
You’re too stupid for anything you mind as well give it up 
and quit life you suck at it anyways. You fall at everything nothing 
you do is worth anything; Mind as well just end it.”
“Hey guys let’s leave this loser alone.” “He’s not worth it.” 
“Catch you later Jacob you loser.”

THOSE PESTS HAVE TO GO! HERE ARE SOME REMEDIES OF HOW TO GET THEM GONE WITH NO POISONOUS THINGS REALLY EXCEPT A COUPLE!

Circling ants with cinnamon will make them go in circles people say they won't cross over the circle but they do. Then go to Walmart and get pellet stuff for them and bugs or use peppermint oil. You can also use instant grits outside on the ant hill because they eat it and it swells them up. If you did not know that ants will eat another just like roaches and whatever they have will end up killing the ant that ate it. It’s a cycle.

Spiders don't like the smell of vanilla and coconut oil so mix some in a spray bottle and spray the corners in your house. Also add a little bit of peppermint spray to the corners and I bet you won’t see them again.

Snakes can feel vibrations and hate mothballs and snake away and some say they don't like tires. You can kill them and hang them in trees it brings rain but certain ones you have to look out for. They are what we call a joint snake and if you cut it up in pieces then it will come back together so you will end up having to burry them in different places, so this will not happen.

Ways to get rid of Fleas is using vinegar and baking soda with some lemon and salt in a spray bottle then sprinkling salt on the floor and let it sit for a good while till you feel ready then vacuuming it up. This will cause them to dry out and then kills them instantly.

For gnats you can take an old bottle and take plastic wrap and poke a hole in it small enough for their bodies. (You don’t even have to do that first part just have the bottle and then do what the rest says!) You can put lemon juice and water along with a pinch of salt and baking soda in the bottle and put the wrap on top of it but make sure the wrap is secure with a rubber band and that the holds are in the opening of the bottle then set it around be sure to change the bottles. (That is just to protect it so they won’t fly out most of them get stuck anyways.)

Roaches hates boric acid, there’s a product call combat max and it works excellent it is a syringe and you can put it anywhere but be sure you sweep and clean before you do this. Put around edges and in corners and up high. It can take time, but it knocks them down. Mix baking soda and sugar together and put it in a bowl then take another bowl and put some water in it and they will eat the baking soda mix and then drink water and it basically makes a reaction and it blows them up and it then acts as a chain reaction because the living will eat the dead. 

Spiders hates peppermint oil, coconut oil and vanilla so you can mix it in a spray bottle be sure to spray it in corners around and in window frames and around door frames. Spray as much as you want because it can kill ants also.

Salt, baking soda, lemon juice, vinegar mixed in a spray bottle that can cause it to erupt like a volcano, but it kills just about any kind of bugs from flees to mites to other stuff and it really works.