I wanted a friend that was cool with everything that I love. I wanted a friend that understands me for me and that would actually show up like a friend. I no longer have friends around me. I do not have a best friend anymore ever since I got married and moved off. I want a friend that actually sticks by me and does not use me like my said best friend would and I thought I found them but boy I was wrong.
Being a mother of 3 takes my time and it is like I do not have time for anything anymore. I also am sick on top of everything and it feels like a challenge. Three years ago, I was a twitch streamer going around helping little streamers and I found this person I thought was going to be a pretty cool dude and honestly he was until recently.
Although he is on the other side of the world a lot of things don't make sense when he says it and it is a lot of drama.
First let me just say don't trust everyone that you meet because there are some shady people out there.
Everything was going great. He was normal. He invited my husband and I to his discord and here is where it began to become fishy.
He was in a gaming crew/ community with a lot of people that play the same games and it is like a cult where he is recruiting people to join him and his crew and its just everywhere. Nothing wrong with that except they were. Scrolling through the messages he would come up with excuses of why he could not play and leave them hanging whenever they want to play something.
He even has an online girlfriend that he does not play with and leaves them hanging and does not even bother playing with her. His excuse is her aunt is a tag along and is not a good person and she dictates everything and it is just an overall hoop that he does not want to play with her. He also has another girlfriend???? Who he supposedly is with but not with who has kids and he has been there since they were born but she cheated on him with another dude and he doesn't want to leave the gaming on for the other one and they don't know about each other. I don't know how to I got into this tangled mess it is what it is.
We built him a rig because we felt sorry for him and wanted him to play pc games since we are mainly pc players and most of the games he wanted to play was not on console but its like why did we do that?
Every couple nights, he does not have internet and claims that it is out and its an almost everyday thing. He also has a million things to do while trying to game and it became us always waiting on him. It just became an annoyance. What is worst is that everything going on in the world, he tags me into a political post and my views are way different than this and its like why did you tag me in this?
It's just so much more and I am just over the excuses and it is like he is always better than everyone else. It is like no one else matters but him and only him and his wants or needs. He has to always be right and it does not matter. It's like he tries so hard to be someone he is not and then he tries so hard to be liked.
I just had enough. I refuse to give anymore of my time and energy to this. I refuse to waste anymore time waiting on people.
