My Story, My life..

Having a back to back C-section is rough. What is even rougher is being on bed rest during both pregnancies. My husband and I got married March 29th 2016, We found out days later that we was pregnant again but the thing is we had protection. A month or two later I was rushed to the hospital because I was in pain which felt like stabbing pain. I had to have ERCP done which is removing a gallstone from my gallbladder duck because it was stuck. This put me in radiation and more radiation. We thought we was going to lose our second son and was prepared for it. I was still in the stabbing pain and found out they had to place a pancreatic stent in my pancreas because their tube kept going into my pancreas with the dye. After weeks and weeks of hurting we had to go get the stent removed. My husband could not work because he had to take care of our one year old and is still having to juggle taking care of our one year old our 2 month old and I. I thought this C-section would be normal like my first but it was not. I am in so much pain and it seems like I am not doing any better. I keep trying each day but I am getting weaker nothing feels normal nothing feels okay. When I'm walking I'm struggling and when I'm trying to push through I get tired and week. I've been back and forth to the hospital and they are not sure what's going on. My OBGYN doesn't want to see me back till a year and I know she done something wrong. I have pieces of tissue falling out that should not be, I also have pieces of my uterus where you can tell it's been stitched falling out along with clots. I stopped bleeding for a whole week and then it came back and it's not even the way it's supposed to be. There is something wrong big time and it seems like everywhere I turn there is no answers and it's like they are just sweeping stuff under the rug. I'm going to end up finding a new set of doctors and see what's going on because I know my body and this is not normal.. None of this is normal after they tried to tell me it was okay...
Thank you for reading my life and my rants.