Update! adenomyosis

They found out I have adenomyosis on top of everything and they are planning on doing surgery because of everything that is going on. In which my uterus does not shed like it is suppose to and all the skin and tissue ends up growing internally in which can cause pain, pressure, nausea vomiting, weight gain, weight loss, it makes you bloated to look as if you are pregnant. I am also on the higher scale than the normal one in which it is bad so surgeon is more than likely going to remove it.

It also makes you not have a period. It feels your groin feels heavy and have a lot of pressure so you cannot have inner course because the uterus itself swells up and grows bigger than what it is suppose to be and it can also feel like it is going to fall down or out.

 It also can make you have painful periods, heavy bleeding, loss of appetite, urine incomitances and bowel change habits from soft and nice to constipation to diarrhea. It can also be difficult to loose weight with this and if you have PCOS on top of it it is even worst. 

They found it in ultrasound. It looks like fish netting on my uterus wall and it was a lot of it. 

We have finally diagnose my mystery illness from the past 3 years and hopefully when this is done I will feel way better. 

Here is what it started out like Click here to go to the beginning.

I am finally at peace now knowing what is causing this and what is happening. Hopefully after 3 years of suffering, I can get better and find some work but until then, if you would like to help me out you can buy something from my links and or tip to my tip me. 

Dating in 2025

 It's 2025. A lot of things changed since the 1900s. Back then it was easy to get a date. It was easy to talk to people and them not lie to you. 

Another thing is don't rush it and actually get to know the person. Take it slow and be sure they are the one.

In today's world, it's one story after another. It's bad enough women, not all of us but a few expects the most from men. I'm not saying nothing but boundaries and priorities but there should be a limit.

If a man who seems interested in you and actually is trying to keep a conversation and actually showing you the attention you want and they wake up talking to you and they fall asleep talking to you and they are pretty much talking to you about everything including how they feel and they are being open with you then you should be open and honest with them. 

He is not your door mat, he is not your money bag or piggy bank. If you are just using him just because and you get mad and bitter when he decides to stop wasting his time on you because you bring nothing to the table but open legs then that's on you. A man need so much more then some cat. 

A man need someone he can confined in and someone that balances him out. He needs his person that he loves so much that he is afraid he's going to lose you. 

Some men do cry not because he's a baby but because it takes a real one to actually show feelings and emotions. Men are always taught oh just because you're a man you can cry or show feelings or emotions. This is not true. Cry and take as much time as you need. 

Stop playing with these men feelings. Stop lying to them. You know they like you and can tell it and if you don't like them be open and honest and tell them.

Stop allowing them to waste their time thinking they got a chance and they ain't your cup or tea cause if the tables were turned you would not like it either. 

Stop using them just for the attention just because you're bored and you are stringing them alone. 

They do not deserve this and I'm not talking about the cheaters and players. I'm talking about the ones that actually does try and is actually looking for love.