Us 2025

 With things going on in the US, I am afraid. I am afraid that my insurance is going to be cut and I cannot get the hysterectomy that I am needing for the pass three years because of tumors that makes things difficult and painful, so that I can live life and go back to working more than just affiliate marketing. Not only that but I homeschool my kids in which I still do it.

 I am afraid not only for myself but for my husband also who works but does not make enough to cover everything due to he has Rheumatoid Arthritis and Gout and one kidney and his doctor deemed him partly disabled due to flair ups but the way the system is he can't get it. 

I'm afraid for everyone that needs the assistance but can't get it because they are cutting the food stamps because they are lowering the income rates (so if your a family of 5 but making 1000 but only bring home like 600 your now only getting 630) or making it so you have to work in which in certain states it was already required but they are making it tougher and it's right here at the Holidays making it even harder to afford anything. 

Speaking of which they decided to cut food stamps for November and December so no one is getting them until the government reopens. This is going to hurt a lot of people, us included. A lot of people are going to suffer. Mom and Pop shops that relies on food stamps for purchases and all the other shops are going to loose money. A lot of people are going to be hurt by this. 

There is so much going on right now and it's kind of scary. Minimum wage is still 7.25 in places and you can't afford anything. Some places rent is 1000-3000 making it so you never can save to get a house because your spending it all before you can save. You also got insurance for health and care along with a car payment and then you got credit cards and some people have student loans and then a family and it just isn't enough in to days age.

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I'm overweight but I don't eat:PCOS issues

Let me first start off by saying, I have been overweight my entire life but it's nothing I have done wrong it's natural.

Doctors are all the time telling me I need to loose some weight and I always bring up doc how can I be overweight when I can't eat really. I eat a little here and a little there and my body doesn't want food and I'm not forcing it. 

Every appointment it does not matter with who or where it's always I need to change my diet, I need to stop eating certain foods and over eating but the thing is I don't. I hardly eat fried foods, processed food or high fatty foods. I don't really eat out much and if I do it's every now and again. I don't eat cakes or anything really sweet but I'm still gaining weight.

 My OBGYN yesterday which is June 30th was talking about my weight and then she printed out a sheet of what I have which is PCOS and the number one thing it causes is excessive amount of weight gain.

She's even telling me to change my diet a diet of I don't even really eat and she said I was starving myself because of it and in no way shape or form I'm starving myself. 

I all the time trying to figure out what I am doing that is causing me to be able to gain so much weight but the thing is I cannot even notice it. I am moving just fine, I am not physically tired when I move around and do stuff. It is just mind boggling. They always say I need to loose weight but no one can tell me what is causing it nor how its coming about. No one is helping me understand how I am gaining so much. This is mind boggling on how someone can say something and then give you a paper that states it is totally normal and it doesn't matter if you work out or what you do it will still happen. 

Not everyone is the same not everyone's body is going to react the same even though we all are supposedly to have the same organs in which some does not and some are not in the right spot it does not mean that it will do what it is suppose to do.

I am not bothered by my weight and I never was really. It is something that I cannot help and I am not bothered by it.