Used

I use to feel bad for those I use to call friends. I would always try to by them a new game when I had the money out of the kindness of my heart so that they could play them since I already had them and they acted like they wanted it but then I realized, they were using me for the money and the games and I could of kept the money.

They never bought me anything but I always made sure to buy them something just so they would have something else to play. So I did it out of the kindness of my heart but it's like they called me names, they got mad at me for playing a game that I have and bought myself with my own money when they were playing games that they had or playing the games that I bought them saying yeah we will play them together but ended up beating it before I even get a chance to play it or half way done with it. They also got jealous when I played with others in which was not right and it was just to much and when I brought it up they said they were not and not doing this when everyone around me could tell they were.

I feel like I never have time for myself anymore because it is like I am being thrown in games or having to do things for others. I cannot even sit down and play games that I want to because they have games that they want to play with me and its to the point I just want to not play anything but I cannot do that because I don't want to hurt anyone but enough is enough and I am tired of it. I am thankful to have people to play with but I hate the fact they never take me and how I feel nor what I want to do inconsideration. 

They don't care

People always throw up that they love you, they care about you, they are there for you but are they? Look at how they do you. Look at the way they treat you. If they talk about others behind their back think about what they say about you. They aren't your friends. They aren't you lovers. Them type of people will lie to you and use you for whatever it is they want and can get. They will waste your time, love, care trying to pretend all while they are doing what they want and what they please. They don't care about you. 

Look at how many times you put your neck on the line, done things for you and they don't do anything for you. Look at how much you cared and made sure things were good and made sure they were good but look at how they did you.

You gave them a spare dollar or so much and they never paid you back or gave you anything when you were in need. There's a different in don't got it and just not bothering. 

Be careful of those you keep around you cause there's some fakes out here that will lie to you and use you to the point you feel worthless. They are only out here to hurt.

Don't tell everyone everything about your personal life, they will end up using it against you and talk about you to others. 

If you feel like you have to fight everyday for attention and time and then it feels like you have to show out and do things for a reaction. It's not love and definitely something I nor you want to be in. 

If they don't give you the time and day that you give them and they lie and give reasons why the I can't and don't then leave and remove them from your life. It only gets worst and you will only get hurt.

Invest that time, that love and care into yourself and heal yourself. This also allows you to grow and become better. Stay positive and remove the negative and positive will come back to you. Don't worry or focus on the negative it will only lead to negative things.

Investing time

Investing time in the wrong people and the wrong things can be costly and you not even realize it. Investing time into things that don't represent you this includes the people that around you, jobs, anything that is negative can cost you. You will start to lose yourself and lose sight of the person you want to be and are trying to be, get the job or career that you are wanting in life. 

Time just like love is valuable. It is something that you cannot get back so if you waste it and a lot of it you can count it as gone. The only thing you can do is move forward and hope to not waste it again.

People enjoy wasting other's time since they have nothing better to do but time is precious. People will also use you if you show them a lot of care and love.

 Invest yourself into positive spots and only allow positivity in. Don't invest in the negative and or a place where your hated or envied then you will be wasting your time when you could of made something out of it. 

Jealous eyes and ears are the ones that will try to bring you down since they didn't get anywhere nor believe that you can do it.

Make sure you put your time into those that will put time into you and not use you. Be careful of the company you keep. They will waste your time having you think they want the same thing you do when in actuality they don't. They don't care about you they only care and what you can do for them and when you stop they will do you dirty, call you names and all kinds of stuff and then leave you standing there realizing they weren't for you. 

You can tell those that have been investing their time into themselves because they don't let anyone close to them. You can tell those that have been hurt and taken the time to heal themselves. If you cannot, they are the ones that doesn't let anyone get to close anymore and take care of themselves first before they help others. 

Most of these people that claim to be friends do not care for you. Just wait. Stop doing things for them and watch them and notice the negativity they bring around you. Listen to how they speak and gossip about you. Think about what they are saying behind your back if they are talking about others. 

Never tell anyone anything about you nor your hardship. They will use it against you in the long run and won't care.

It will be come lonely but eventually you will find those that are for you and get the things that you want. The lonely part will shape you into a better person. Always stay positive and remove yourself from the negative. Remember whatever you give, whatever you do will come back.