Opening up
Opening up to let people in is never easy. People can end up using you and hurting you which makes it to where you no longer want to open up to anyone else. They tell you they will be there for you when you need them but then they show you time and time again that they won't and they are only going to hurt you in the long run. I often sit around and trying to figure out what went wrong and how to fix it and ways to fix it because I always feel like I am the problem but I am learning that I am not the problem. I cannot make someone understand me, I cannot make anyone be honest, I cannot make anyone do anything. They are their own person and it is on them to do right or wrong. I personally, am tired of opening up to people. I do not want to keep having to restart with people and explaining to them that I am tired of getting hurt, I am tired of restarting and giving my trust to them just only for them to be like the others and leave and make excuses and then just hu...