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Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Friday, February 21, 2025

Late night thoughts

 Lately, I have been feeling like I do not have enough time. Everything feels like it is flying by. All I have been doing is sleeping some during the day and waking up at night. I feel like I am everywhere. I feel drained to the point I have no energy to do anything. The things that are happening in the US is really concerning and trying to keep up with everything is difficult. 

My husband has RA (rheumatoid arthritis) and his medicine and doctor appointments will be affected that he really needs because he also has one kidney and we are trying to keep up with it and make sure it is working properly. If they try to cut Medicaid. My son has Autism and he will also be affected. This is really worrisome because we don't know what is going to happen.

 A lot of people do not make enough to survive and the assistance we receive actually helps us out. Inflation is making everything higher so we cannot afford the things we need to survive. Food prices are high, gas prices are getting higher, it is just a mess. 

Trying to juggle the prices of electricity, water, car insurance, rent and other bills is costly. This does not account for emergencies because those are pricey too. A lot of people cannot afford it. The minimum wage has not changed. In places it is still $7.45 in 2025. 

What can you afford in 2025 with $7.45?  Not much of anything. In some places a 2 bedroom house is pushing $900-$1000 in other places it is going for $1500-$3500. This is a lot especially for people that live on a fixed income and cannot afford it nor are they able to pay their bills and live comfortably.

$10-$15 an hour does not even cover most of everything anymore either. You are going to have to budget a lot and make a lot of sacrifices to make ends meet and this often makes it hard because you cannot enjoy life anymore. 

You are currently striving, trying to make things work to make sure that all the bills are paid and you get the things you need to survive. You end up getting side jobs trying to make ends meet and still barely making it and wearing yourself down.

A lot of people could make it if they raised the minimum wage limit to accommodate the inflation and the life of 2025. It is not 1900-2016 anymore. Nothing is cheap and people cannot really afford it. Raising the pay of jobs to $20-$35 will allow people to be able to afford groceries, pay their bills and get what they need. They would no longer depend on assistance and will be able to get what they need but without the minimum being raised then it is a lot harder to pay for the things we all need. 

 Lowering the price of medications will also help because a lot of people are going without their medications because they cannot afford it and they do not have insurance and if they cut medicare and Medicaid well it will be the same affect and hurt a lot of people who need their medications. 

Finding a way for people to be able to pay for everything they need, whether its lowering prices, raising minimum wage and taking care of the people and not taking things away from us that could potentially help us but instead they are not doing anything to help us, doing whatever it is they want at the expense of our tax dollars. 

They could cancel taxes, remove taxes from homes since we already bought them and paid our fair share over the years, and so much more but they rather watch us fall especially us on the lower class while the higher class still gets paid. 

Another thing they could do is help the homeless, help them get a job and remodel abandoned buildings into home for them and let them pay so much but just enough to help keep the place up and keep things going. This would help out a lot and allow them to get on their feet because they are working for it. There are a lot of different things and ways we could help people but its like no one wants to help with it. 

Sunday, October 30, 2022

Tired of living the same way

 I am tired of living the same way for about 7 years. I thought things would be better, I thought we would of gotten our own place and out of the rental but that has not happened. I not complaining about it it is better than nothing but you said we would have a place of our own.

  You even said things would be better and we would of gotten our own place but no we didn't. 

 I have continuously buss my butt with affiliate marketing and trying to make it but it is no longer working. Things have slowed down, even though I am with well over 50 different companies. I does not matter what I do nothing seems to be working. 

Christmas and birthday are on its way and the only way I feel we will get by is with my school refund. The school refunds that have gotten us this far. I transferred to a different school and now I get one if I even get one every semester which is like 4 months when and then I don't even get one. I got one in February when I started and one in May and nothing now. 

I am so tired of going through this. I even share the hell out of my stuff trying to get people to buy, I am always open about things and never lied to anyone but no you can't trust anyone online but yet these big creators are asking for money and they are willingly giving it to them. 

I am just so exhausted of this and I want a change. I feel like you don't keep your word and I have to keep forcing and pushing and reminding you but I am honestly tired of this constantly. I am tired of the saying one thing but doing another or not doing it at all until I bring it up again. 

I am so tired of this. I am tired of the constant worrying and the burnt out feeling that I have. I am tired of you saying oh your going to help me write the blogs and do things when in actuality it is me still doing it and working on everything by myself. You get upset or mad and or jealous of people that comes around and you always think I want to be with them and or leaving and I am so sick of it. The repeated questions I am also tired of them. 7 years I have stayed by your side through this... I am tired of having to find up money to afford things. 

I am tired of having to figure everything else. I ask to you multiple times to do something and it's like you won't. I want to go on a nice date, I want to be able to not have to worry about money and if the bills are going to be paid and if we are going to be able to afford things.  I am tired and burning out. I don't even want to do this anymore.

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Wednesday, January 3, 2018

As it all falls around me....

Everything is falling and breaking
I can’t catch it all nor put it back together
I’m so broken and torn, doesn’t matter how many times you put me back
together I still shatter….
I’m so emotional
But i guess this is it
Postpartum
The things they tried to warn me about
The thing that's broken me into pieces
Holding on with the little strength I have left
As I finish breaking to pieces
With my family by my side as I crumble apart
While I watch them grow i can’t give up I have to

Much to lose

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