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Wednesday, January 3, 2018

As it all falls around me....

Everything is falling and breaking
I can’t catch it all nor put it back together
I’m so broken and torn, doesn’t matter how many times you put me back
together I still shatter….
I’m so emotional
But i guess this is it
Postpartum
The things they tried to warn me about
The thing that's broken me into pieces
Holding on with the little strength I have left
As I finish breaking to pieces
With my family by my side as I crumble apart
While I watch them grow i can’t give up I have to

Much to lose

Here we go again...

The depression feeling is starting to comeback after so many years I pulled myself out of it. I feel let down.  For months I asked for help ...