Do they love you?

 The way they treat you and acts towards you shows a lot. If they show you love, they won't get frustrated towards you, stands with you through everything and doesn't abuse you in anyway. No matter how hard it gets they will always be there to support you and never get mad and try to hurt you.

 They won't pretend and switch up on you and blame everything on you. If they treat you bad, you deserve so much better. They will try to make you feel they are the only one in the world and try to turn you against not only everyone else but yourself also and make you feel insecure but in the long run it is not healthy and you are going to have to find someone else who will love you for you and not make you feel like no one else loves you. 

Those that have insecure will attempt to take you away from all your friends and make you feel like they are the only ones. This is not true and once you get tired of this feeling or you start to notice it you will end up putting your foot down and trust me, they aren't going to change, they don't want to change for you. They will always do it for someone else but not you and I don't know why they do this but it happens but karma is rough and it comes back. 

If they do this, they don't love you they only want to use you and control you. You do not need someone who treats you horribly and uses you and just over all abusive 

You have to put yourself, your love, your life, your interest first. Get the things you want done first. Find someone who supports this and will lift you up because if you are with someone who doesn't you will end up being miserable and disappointed.

You're so insecure

 

You're so insecure about yourself that you basically reflect it on me. You are so insecure that you have to ask me if you penis size is big enough or that you have to make sure that I am not leaving because of everything that you did and honestly I am sick and tired of you asking me the same questions everyday.

 It has been a up and down thing for 8 years and I am tired of it. Everyday I have to ask the same question and its old. I am tired of answering it. I am tired of it all. You're so worried about someone else and others around that you are starting to seem like a narcissist. 

It's like I don't even get time to myself, I can't even go to the bathroom without you being on top of me and I need my space to breathe.  You bring up you always let me go with you but I need my space, you are crowding me and I want my personal time but it is like I cannot have that and I want that. 

Everyday since being sick, I asked you to do things but you still sit in the chair and do the bare minimum. I have asked you to do things months ago and it is still not done so apparently you are worried about me leaving but won't even do the things I asked you to do. 

Yeah, you always want something from me, but you barely do anything but get mad when I call you out on it for lying... this no longer makes me happy... 

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Sick of the lies

 I'm sick of the lies...

I'm sick of you saying you'll do something but weeks and months go by and you never do it. I'm sick of living the way we live.

I'm so tired of it all and I don't want to keep living like this. You never keep your word but you want me to and I'm sick of it. 

Almost 8 years and it's the same thing but this time worst and I'm sick of it. 

You say you will find work but no you don't. You said things will be different. I am work myself to death. I'm writing blogs, I'm affiliate marketing, I'm working Clickworker, I'm streaming on twitch making YouTube videos it's always me and never you.

 I work on the shops and everything else trying to support the kids while you do the bare minimum but expect me to be happy and then, if I make friends I with anyone you are kind of controlling worried if I am going to leave you for them and I am sick of that also. I'm done with it all

I'm suffering from PCOS and worrying everyday and suffer from the pain and sickness but you do nothing but sit in the chair and I'm tired of it. 

You can sleep all day close to it and won't really clean the house while you tell me you got it and rest but no, I get up and walk though I hear you let the foot rest down and then when I walk back you put it back up.

Your game is suppose to come out in March - April and you don't even work on it anymore. 

I just cannot do this anymore and I'm tired of it. My birthday is 1-27 and I bet you got me the same thing as you did last year...nothing. How about Christmas where I bought my own? I don't get cute gifts, I don't get trips, I don't get anything really. What is it like? Having someone buy you random things just because? I don't get that...

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Used

I use to feel bad for those I use to call friends. I would always try to by them a new game when I had the money out of the kindness of my heart so that they could play them since I already had them and they acted like they wanted it but then I realized, they were using me for the money and the games and I could of kept the money.

They never bought me anything but I always made sure to buy them something just so they would have something else to play. So I did it out of the kindness of my heart but it's like they called me names, they got mad at me for playing a game that I have and bought myself with my own money when they were playing games that they had or playing the games that I bought them saying yeah we will play them together but ended up beating it before I even get a chance to play it or half way done with it. They also got jealous when I played with others in which was not right and it was just to much and when I brought it up they said they were not and not doing this when everyone around me could tell they were.

I feel like I never have time for myself anymore because it is like I am being thrown in games or having to do things for others. I cannot even sit down and play games that I want to because they have games that they want to play with me and its to the point I just want to not play anything but I cannot do that because I don't want to hurt anyone but enough is enough and I am tired of it. I am thankful to have people to play with but I hate the fact they never take me and how I feel nor what I want to do inconsideration.