Cirkul: Bottles and Flavoring

If you do not have one, I highly suggest you get one. These water bottles are so worth it. If you are looking for a good deal on a cirkul, I would highly go to Amazon because their water bottle with two different kinds of flavors which is a starter kit.

These are cheaper than going to Walmart because it costed about $20 dollars. There are different kinds of flavors you can get from iced coffee, lemonades, Tea and other flavors. My favorite flavor is Honey Crisp Apple because it actually tastes like fresh crispy apples that you just pulled off a tree. It is cheap to buy bundles then it is buying singles to me. Bundles allows me to have different flavors.

These pods can last up to 2 weeks but its recommended that you use them within 10 days after opening.

If the flavor is to strong, you can adjust the level so that the flavor gets countered by water and allows you to tone it down.

If you need a stand for your carts, you can get one here! This one holds 4 at a time.

I love the Crikul because it allows me to just pop the pod in and go and I do not have to mix or shake it like I do with drink mixes and I don’t make a mess with it because the bottle is spill proof. They also make different sizes just case you are like me and have a little one that enjoys taking your cups and bottles. This also allows kids to drink water more because the flavor you does not allow you to think to it is water.

Get your flavors here

Get your starter kit here

Get water bottles and cups here!

No longer waiting

 

A person who waits in and for you is a loyal person but eventually they get tired of waiting on you to do right and the decide to no longer be in your corner waiting for you and all of the sudden they are the bad person. A person is going going to give you so many chances and try to help you so many times until they give up. 

You cannot do a person any kind of way and expect them to still be there with open arms just waiting on you to return. Life is to short to be waiting on a person to get it together and wasting their time, love, resources, empathy, sympathy and anything else they give trying to get you to do right. 

If it keeps reoccurring then the care that they have and gave is nonexistent. It gets tiring caring when the same things keep happening over and over and they give the same excuse one after another day after day and nothing changes. 

I'm Sorry can only run its course for so long and being okay with it lasts only so long. I'm sorry is an excuse for someone who normally is not sorry and does not plan to change. If I bump into you then I am sorry. 

If I step on your shoe or do something to you and did not mean to then it's I'm sorry but using it time and time again and again and not actually being sorry and just using it as a cover up to keep doing something then yeah, no its no I'm sorry for something you're purposely doing. 

It is 2025. It is time to open eyes and see who and what is in your corner and if you realize who is there get rid of anyone who is not suppose to be there and is quick to use you and stab you in the back. You have probably came into a conclusion and realization when some kind of trouble went down who was there to help you through it and who wasn't. 

Not everyone is your friend. They will smile in your face and stab you in the back deep. A lot of people are jealous of others so be careful who your "friend" are. 

I wanted a friend but I got an online persona instead

I wanted a friend that was cool with everything that I love. I wanted a friend that understands me for me and that would actually show up like a friend. I no longer have friends around me. I do not have a best friend anymore ever since I got married and moved off. I want a friend that actually sticks by me and does not use me like my said best friend would and I thought I found them but boy I was wrong. 

Being a mother of 3 takes my time and it is like I do not have time for anything anymore. I also am sick on top of everything and it feels like a challenge. Three years ago, I was a twitch streamer going around helping little streamers and I found this person I thought was going to be a pretty cool dude and honestly he was until recently.

Although he is on the other side of the world a lot of things don't make sense when he says it and it is a lot of drama.

First let me just say don't trust everyone that you meet because there are some shady people out there. 

Everything was going great. He was normal. He invited my husband and I to his discord and here is where it began to become fishy. 

He was in a gaming crew/ community with a lot of people that play the same games and it is like a cult where he is recruiting people to join him and his crew and its just everywhere. Nothing wrong with that except they were. Scrolling through the messages he would come up with excuses of why he could not play and leave them hanging whenever they want to play something. 

He even has an online girlfriend that he does not play with and leaves them hanging and does not even bother playing with her. His excuse is her aunt is a tag along and is not a good person and she dictates everything and it is just an overall hoop that he does not want to play with her. He also has another girlfriend???? Who he supposedly is with but not with who has kids and he has been there since they were born but she cheated on him with another dude and he doesn't want to leave the gaming on for the other one and they don't know about each other. I don't know how to I got into this tangled mess it is what it is. 

We built him a rig because we felt sorry for him and wanted him to play pc games since we are mainly pc players and most of the games he wanted to play was not on console but its like why did we do that? 

Every couple nights, he does not have internet and claims that it is out and its an almost everyday thing. He also has a million things to do while trying to game and it became us always waiting on him. It just became an annoyance. What is worst is that everything going on in the world, he tags me into a political post and my views are way different than this and its like why did you tag me in this? 

It's just so much more and I am just over the excuses and it is like he is always better than everyone else. It is like no one else matters but him and only him and his wants or needs. He has to always be right and it does not matter. It's like he tries so hard to be someone he is not and then he tries so hard to be liked. 

I just had enough. I refuse to give anymore of my time and energy to this. I refuse to waste anymore time waiting on people. 

Fathers day is June 15th 2025

 

Fathers day is coming up and like most, we do not know what to get our husbands and fathers. I always try to get what they need but what if they do not need anything?

 Mine never wants anything. He tells me I have all I need and want and its like I still want to give him something in which I always do. 

My husbands birthday is June 13th and its like what do I get you? We celebrate both days on his birthday. 

If you are stuck on what to give him this year, check out some of the links below! 

• Xtuf Deck Shoes and Work boots for Women and Men
•  CrosMan Airsoft 
•  Ravin Crossbow and Arrows and Gear
•  Rapala Fishing knives, and Fishing Gear
• Pyramydair Airsoft guns 
• Kings Camo Hunting clothing 
• Round Gear Holsters and more
• Mowrator RC Mowers (Use discount code lovely124 for 5% off)

•  Kinguin cheap gaming keys
• Fanatical Gaming bundles and software cheap
•  IBUYPOWER ( Customize and prebuilt pcs and laptops)
• Gamvio
• Greenmangaming
•  K4G: Cheap games
• HRK Gaming keys for PC, Xbox, PS5 and more!
• 4k cameras Obsbot: Use discount code: 215U 
•  Esport Certified Gaming Gear
• God Like Hosting: Server hosting for games 
• Uperfect: Portable Monitors

• ZFC (Coins)
•  Chicken Coop Company: Chicken coops and decor
• Ghost Stop Ghost hunting Gear 
• TurboTech All kinds of technology and gear
• Bluetti Portable Power Banks 
• Rav Power Banks and Chargers
• Acasis USB Port extenders

•  Concerts, plays, Sports Tickets: Ticket liquidator 
• STLR Homemade Soaps for men and women Use discount code: 215U

•  Spirits, Wines, vinegar and spices: Spirits and Spice

Final Destination Bloodlines

This movie was good! There is so much understanding in this movie and it pretty much ties everything together on why things happened the way it did. There are a lot of events in this movie and personally it was worth the watch.

If you cannot handle the gore then this may not be for you because this one is a little worst then the other ones. The plot in this one allows you to understand the whole movie franchise and personally it was a lot to take in.

It literally took out the bloodline of families that escaped death. The grandmother pretty much saved everyone in her family and other families by escaping death and warning them of an even that she seen happening.

In the long run, death decided to pick people off one by one until it got to her bloodline and then it tried taking them all at once. The daughter of the grandmother seen it also and was warning her family and kept them safe as long as she could but in the end, it did not matter.

This movie is worth the watch!

Watch it here!

Rent or buy Final Destination Movies here!

Final destinations DVDs and Blurays here!

TikTok Shop

 

Let me start by saying, most of the things you can buy on tiktok shop is on Amazon, Temu, Ali express, CJ Dropshipping and a few other places.

 A lot of the products from TikTok are over charged and cost way more when you could of bought it some place else and got a refund.

 Lets not forget the lithium battery products are blowing up left and right and causing damages on a lot of things. Things on there are cheaply made and then charged an outrageous price on some things. The shipping is also expensive on products. 

Yes some of the things on there are alright and cheap but some are not. 

Another thing is that those who buy or get a sample and are in the creator program or the affiliate program, they are forced to do a review even if they do not have the product, they still have to make a video. If they do not then their page will get a strike and they could loose it. This is not worth it to me and to be honest, tiktok is kind of acting funny on a lot of things since they came back up from the ban.

 Lot of things are off on it and lots of people are getting in trouble for certain things that they say or do while others are not getting in trouble and they are plain out saying horrible things that they should be banned for. 

So if you want to help a small creator that is not on tiktok, be sure to buy something from any of my links and that will help me a lot! 

My links are here! 

It's came back...Sick again

 The pain, the nausea, the vomiting, the diarrhea has all came back. I have been dealing with this for about 4 days now. I was first dealing with this for about 3 years and then last year, it was not that bad. It was an off and on kind of thing and now it came back and its pretty much coming and going. 

Some days are harder than others. This time, I am also hurting in my chest but when going to the hospital for the chest pain, they will say its just stress. My doctors still do not know what is causing it nor what caused it to begin with. I went to primaries, I went to GI and neither of them have a diagnose for it. 

It is like a never ending kind of thing in. Some nights I end up having to take Bentyl just so I can sleep because it gets so bad. The pain is like a squeezing kind of pain. Sometimes its a twisting kind also in which it can get bad. 

The doctor would always tell me to eat small portions of meals in which that is what I do, when I can eat but its like I have no appetite and have no taste for food.  

I honestly thought it was food poisoning or my C-diff came back but it appears its not that either. 

I have also been using a heating pad on my chest and stomach and it has helped but its like I have to keep using it because sometimes it does not help quickly, it takes a while. 

I also have this lump in my throat and I can feel it every time I swallow which is kind of annoying and weird.

I also am hurting in my back and kidney areas and its just overall tiring. I kind of know why my back hurts due to I have a history of kidney stone but the rest of it, I am not sure why it is doing this.