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Wednesday, August 13, 2025

The Curse of Blackmere: The Hallow Veil Chronicles, Book Two

In the shadowed town of Blackmere, silence isn’t just unsettling—it’s sacred. Twenty years have passed since Nyra vanished into the Veil, a mysterious realm that swallowed her whole and left behind a legacy of grief and forgetting. Her name, once mourned in nearby Crowmoor, is now forbidden in Blackmere, where memory itself is treated like a dangerous relic.

This gothic fantasy tale explores a community bound by ritual, secrecy, and an unspoken curse that has reshaped its identity. Blackmere’s people live by rules no outsider understands—rules that protect them from the Veil’s reach but also imprison them in a life of emotional exile.

As the story unfolds, the line between myth and reality begins to fray. What happened to Nyra? Why does Blackmere fear remembrance? And what price must be paid to break the curse?

The Curse of Blackmere is a meditation on grief, transformation, and the fragile threads that connect us to the past. It’s a story for those who believe that silence can speak volumes—and that some names are too powerful to forget.

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Sunday, August 10, 2025

Both of my books are out now!

 Both of my books are out now! The Hallow Veil is book one, The curse of blackmere is book two!

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Buying these books will help me out not only with my medical and treatments but it will also allow me to take care of my cousin and kiddos while my aunt is in the hospital. We are uncertain when she is going to be able to come home so this will help us out a lot. Thank you for viewing and if you do purchase, we are forever grateful and appreciative. 

Saturday, August 9, 2025

It's an eventful week...

 This week has been an adventure. My cousin who is 11 is staying with us until her mother recovers from a real severe infection in her leg. The antibiotics that she was on was not helping and did not clear it all the way. Her left leg got better but the right leg did not. 

They had to switch her antibiotics to something stronger hoping it helps but she has to be on it for a week and has to stay in the hospital. This is stressful for everyone. 

No one was really prepared for this. She has been switched to another antibiotic trying to clear the infection and they are putting creams on it to help the blisters so that it can drain and pop them. Right now her leg does look a little better but it looks like one giant blister and it looks like she got burned but she did not its just the infection. They have done 2 Ct scans and it is just waiting to be read. 

They have an advanced infection specialist coming in trying to figure out what to do next because no one is sure what to do. 

They may have to drain it and other things just not sure. 

Now my cousins brother is going to end up having to go to the hospital for his foot because it is too infected.

Tuesday, August 5, 2025

Stop giving chances

 A person is going to hide who they really are from you to pretty much keep you around. They will end up slipping up and pretty much showing you how they really are. It could be anything ranging from remarks to actions or how they talk. 

Criticism has different ways and forms. If a person is talking bad about you and then making fun of you, you need to drop them. They will do things and say things to make you feel better or good and then do something even worse.

 Don't fall for this, they are just lonely and don't really love you. You're just another victim to the point they know they can manipulate you and use you for what they want to.

If they are not going to the edge of the world for you then they are not for you. If they are not calling nor texting you then don't bother calling or texting them. Don't waste your time on temporary people who are not bothering. 

If they block you, don't accept them back even when they come back on their own. There was a reason they did it. Keep going forward, it will get better and you will find the right one. Love doesn't keep a person either. They will miss you when you are gone.

Sunday, August 3, 2025

Imagine, I just don't want what was cooked

Imagine, not being able to eat and when you do eat, it is in small amounts because if you try to eat a lot or finish your food it's going to end up making you sick or feel full and hurt and you have GI issues so pretty much anything is going to activate it randomly.

 Imagine you struggling daily but then end up being told you just don't want what was cooked and they try to do change their word play as if your body just doesn't want what was cooked or your body can't eat it when they pretty much flat out say you don't want what was cooked but yet they feel bad and but when they were saying it they didn't feel bad and then you feel bad because it's like your being called out or targeted for something you can't help.

Yeah, that is how eating disorders happen... Being told that, let alone already can't eat on top of being made feel as if your a burden because you have to go back and finish your food or find something to eat in the middle of the night and so you don't feel like eating nor want to eat. Being made fun of or being talked about your weight. 

It sucks it really does and I hate this. It's like so much easier for one person to be able to eat but it's totally different when you can't or the foods that was cooked it effecting you. It's another thing it have a "supportive" person just tell you "oh you just don't want the food that is cooked." When you know it's going to affect you and then they tell you don't make me feel even more bad when they already do because you refuse to let them make you food when they already made you feel bad about not being able to eat. 

Friday, August 1, 2025

The Hallow Veil

 CHAPTER ONE: THE LOST THIRTEEN 

In a town of Crowmoor where many people do not know exists there is a teenager named Nyra. She is an outcast of the town and does not like to blend into the citizens. There are only 1313 citizens left of the town. 


Originally there were over 8,000 but then suddenly everyone started moving away quickly and some no one really knows what happened to them.

 

Nyra always knew she was the black sheep of the town just by the way she dresses.  Everyone enjoyed walking around in colorful clothing, nice fixed hair dos and so much make up on them if they were to wreck, it would leave their whole face print on the windshield. 


While she dresses in all black no matter the time or season she wears the bare minimum lipstick, eyeshadow, and mascara and that is all.


Nyra is always fantasizing about the oddest things. In her past time, she is reading about history that lies around the towns near her. One town she would love to visit is Blackmere. A place of clueless whispers that sounds like sirens calling. The whispers are so strong, they have talked a lot of the town's population into the bottom of the lake and it is warned that no one goes to it or around it or they will meet their fate. This sounds like a curse if you ask me.


 Another thing she is fascinated about is death. She always wonders how people died and oftentimes spends her time wandering around graveyards checking out all of the graves except one. One that sits way off in the far corner. It looks like no one has even been there in years and it is always so dirty and grown up. It is never known why she never went there but she just did not. Maybe she never noticed it and just thought it was a tree or a vine holder.


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Tuesday, July 29, 2025

Natrol Sleep and Restore Capsules

Natrol Sleep and Restore Capsules

 One thing, I am suffering with is Insomnia. With all of the other health issues and complications I have, insomnia is one of the things that came to play. I have tried everything from sleeping pills to melatonin to help me get some sleep and it was like my body was fighting it off. Nothing I did was working until I stumbled upon these Nartrol sleep and restore capsules.

These capsules took about two days to officially get in my system to work but after that they made me feel relaxed while trying to sleep. These are very helpful and gives me the magnesium that I need to get through my days. 

You are suppose to take these 30 minutes before trying to sleep and I recommend doing this but do it while you are in bed. 

I say this because with me, if I do it before bed and I am up moving around its like my body is not going to rest because it is doing stuff or in motion and I found out if I take it before bed while in bed it gives me no choice but to rest and not fight it off.

These capsules also taste like grape in which helps me because with all of the other medications I take or have to take they end up giving me a bad taste and sometimes I end up choking on them but these do not do that.

When I wake up from taking these, I feel well rested and restored. I do not have a groggy feeling and I often times wake up early morning with them with no issues at all. These make me feel like I have a natural rest instead of the rest normal melatonin gives me.

I highly recommend these! Get yours here!

The Curse of Blackmere: The Hallow Veil Chronicles, Book Two

In the shadowed town of Blackmere, silence isn’t just unsettling—it’s sacred. Twenty years have passed since Nyra vanished into the Veil, a ...