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Sunday, August 3, 2025

Imagine, I just don't want what was cooked

Imagine, not being able to eat and when you do eat, it is in small amounts because if you try to eat a lot or finish your food it's going to end up making you sick or feel full and hurt and you have GI issues so pretty much anything is going to activate it randomly.

 Imagine you struggling daily but then end up being told you just don't want what was cooked and they try to do change their word play as if your body just doesn't want what was cooked or your body can't eat it when they pretty much flat out say you don't want what was cooked but yet they feel bad and but when they were saying it they didn't feel bad and then you feel bad because it's like your being called out or targeted for something you can't help.

Yeah, that is how eating disorders happen... Being told that, let alone already can't eat on top of being made feel as if your a burden because you have to go back and finish your food or find something to eat in the middle of the night and so you don't feel like eating nor want to eat. Being made fun of or being talked about your weight. 

It sucks it really does and I hate this. It's like so much easier for one person to be able to eat but it's totally different when you can't or the foods that was cooked it effecting you. It's another thing it have a "supportive" person just tell you "oh you just don't want the food that is cooked." When you know it's going to affect you and then they tell you don't make me feel even more bad when they already do because you refuse to let them make you food when they already made you feel bad about not being able to eat. 

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