Bruises that will never heal...

I'm broken and torn, the promises we once had made are somewhat broken..
The trust is here...
The repeat of the same questions makes me question if you trust me.. The way you make me feel when your depression hits makes me feel low like I'm worthless and nobody
My depression hits and I hardly shown it till now
The arguments over nothing except what you told me you'd do is making me wonder.
I love you
The pain from my surgery is still here I can barely move and eat
My depression is hitting worst than ever
My bruises are still sore the pain I feel takes over me
Sometimes I don't wanna be held I just wanna be here... I wanna cry but I'm trying to be strong.
I love you so much that I don't wanna lose you over anything. I'm trying to cope but it's hard. I'm trying to smile but it hurts everything hurts.