Sometimes depression can be so severe that you yourself cannot
tell. It takes someone around you to notice how bad it is.
You believe your being normal
and acting normal but you’re really not. Your thinking to yourself that
everything is okay as your trying to keep it all together you slowly break and
crack as your crying on the inside and pretending to smile on the out.
You just want to cry, and cry
and cry not even move, not even be bothered. Your hurting so much you're
getting thoughts and they are not good. You kind of want it all to end but your
trying to hang on. Your emotions are everywhere, and you cannot control it.
Everyone notices how you push
yourself away. You barely eat, you barely want to be noticed. It’s like your
just there, like you don't matter, like your worthless and useless and
everything is passing you by.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!! There is
many of people out there that feels like this, I even feel and felt like this
most of my life till now. No matter how much your comforted no matter how many
times people tell you; you matter, they love you, your more than this it still hits,
and it hits harder than they know, and it makes it worse.
It's all a process sometimes it
gets better other times it comes back worse but there are many people out here
that feels this way and there are many people who are a shoulder to cry on.
There are also people out here
who is willing to listen and help and those people know how to help and has
been down this road one time in life and those are the people who are our
Superhero.