Don't expect nothing..

Love makes you feel all kinds of ways, when they promise you and you believe that they will do it. Don't believe them till they show you or do it. They make all kinds of promises and just disregard them and don't even bother and when you bring them up they get mad like they didn't even promise it. Believing everything, every word, every promise will make you broken. I don't care because its true. They will tell you how much you are loved and worth but then go behind you and destroy you. They promise to be different but the only difference is I'm with you and there really isn't one. You will end up being used, and abused and hurt. You are basically nothing but meat to them. KNOW YOUR WORTH AND DON'T END UP LIKE THIS. LIES ARE LIES.

What's the definition of a husband..

A husband is someone who supports all his family needs. They don't watch their family struggle and can pay what they can for bills. A husband is someone who is there not ASKING PEOPLE to support his family, NOT ASKING PEOPLE TO DO HIS PART. A husband is someone who is supposed to love his family not abuse them and hurt his wife repeatedly. THAT IS NOT A HUSBAND, WHEN YOU START FEELING LESS AND LESS AND THEY BLAME YOU FOR EVERYTHING, THAT'S NOT A HUSBAND. LOVE, COMMUNICATION, COMMITMENT WORKS BOTH WAYS BUT ITS NOTHING WHEN THEY PROVE THEY ARE NOT A HUSBAND.

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Digital photography

No body really buys digital photography anymore. There is no reason to because everyone has phones or a camera themselves. This can put photographers out of business and then they will have to find something else to do like me. I have a patreon trying to help build myself back up. It is attached to my youtube and twitch also but no one wants to help support a person really. It's always like that. Some people do not trust a person at all because of who they are or what they look like or because they have been taken advantage of and that is not right because everyone is like that.

When you have a family to feed it is hard trying to keep everything under control and find new work. It is hard to be let down and people tell you no or we no longer need you. It hurts us all as a human being trying to be someone and be something but we can't due to others shooting you down.

Join me on patreon! You do not have to chose the pledges that is already there! You can click become a patron and scroll down to customize your pledge and that helps me! Does not have to be nothing but a dollar a month!!

https://www.patreon.com/LovelyChannel - my patreon that has poetry, photography, gaming and many more things! 


Our youtube and twitch are the same except twitch is live streamed and youtube isn't. There is gaming and try not to laugh on youtube so come check it out!

https://www.youtube.com/shadowsgamechannel

Marriage...

Marriage is not always the way you see it in fairy tales...

Marriage has its up and down but sometimes there is more ups than downs.

Someone can be controlling, manipulative and abusive when they don't get something they want or their needs pleased. They can do all this stuff and end up tearing you down.

They can smash your birth control and any other thing they feel like. Don't let this happen

If they are not supportive of you and only shame you, spit in your face, call you names, get mad at you every-time and blame you for things.

IT IS TIME TO GO! Do not stay! LEAVE! Don't put your self through this!

Going through this is hard but their lust for you is easy! They don't want you they just want your body and you can tell!

All they wanna do is try to force you to be with them and hold you down, you can't do anything its like your under a lock and key! YOU CAN'T GO WITH FRIENDS CAUSE THEY DON'T WANT YOU TOO AND TRY TO HANG OVER YOUR SHOULDER AS IF THEY DON'T TRUST YOU!!!

TRUST IS SOMETHING YOU DON'T GET WITH THEM! THEY ARE SCARED THEY ARE GONNA LOSE YOU CAUSE THEY MESSED UP AND THEN TRYING TO PACK IT BACK WITH CEMENT TRYING TO TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU! WHERE WAS THE LOVE WHEN YOU TREATED ME LIKE SHIT AND NOW IF I TELL YOU HOW I FEEL ITS WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE ME! WHY DIDN'T YOU DIVORCE ME WHEN YOU YELLED THAT IN MY FACE AND CRUSHED ME A THOUSAND TIMES??? HMMM YOU DON'T LIKE HOW YOUR TREATED THEN TREAT SOMEONE BETTER! TRUE COLORS ALWAYS COME TO LIGHT WHEN YOUR WITH A PERSON LONG ENOUGH BELIEVE THAT!

Jelly fish stings

A beautiful day at the beach and your taking a stroll down the sandy shore and all of the sudden a jelly fish washes up and you don't realize it and you keep walking until you feel razor sharp needles poking through your skin with electric shocks.

 Jelly fish have a mean electric sting and when they attach then it hurts and it can make you feel like your dying. Some times you do not need to go the the hospital but other times you may need to but if you can see the tentacles then do this and it will feel better and it can help.


Rinsing the area with vinegar can help get the stinging from the tentacles.
 Then you take tweezers and carefully pluck them out.
After that you soak the skin in hot water.

Some people say use seawater then scrape them off and then do the same but I believe this could hurt worst than the one above it.

The person in the mirror

Wanna see a broken person break more then they already are? Tell them lies and promise them things that will never happen...

Promise them things years ago and watch them crumble as everyone else around them has it happen...

Depend on them to do and tell you everything as if you are a kid and then get mad when they say no...

A persons true colors will show sooner or later and it's funny how everyone act like its you and not them...

Tell the truth and the tables turn and they will lie to others to make them look better...

Funny how we all are suppose to be "adults" but you act like I'm suppose to do everything and tell you everything and get mad when something happens and I can't be your crutch or dependent anymore ain't that funny? Love is something you feel but this isn't love.

Sometimes you have to learn to do for yourself! NEVER DEPEND ON ANYONE AT ALL EVEN IF THEY ARE YOUR MAN!

Women are stronger than this and we don't need to depend on a man because we are go getters  and got this!

ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS!!! THEIR TRUE COLORS WILL SHOW!