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My health update

 Hi guys, I am suffering a lot. I have been nauseous for a month now and I had a doctors appointment the 17th of January since I went to the hospital on the 15th for all of this and all they did was take my pee and test it so I decided to schedule a doctors appointment because this is not right.  I thought I had food poisoning but this is the longest case of "food poisoning" ever in which it is not food poisoning.   The doctor gave me omeprazole to rule out if the GERD is causing it in which it is not because if it was the omeprazole would prevent it since it has been a week of taking it.   I had blood work done and it came back normal but I am still nauseous and they had to up my nausea meds. I have an appointment with the endocrinologist to check my hormone levels and see if there is something that the doctors missed. I also have an H test schedule to see if there are any bacteria brewing inside of me that the labs missed. This has been a journey and it h...

Do they love you?

 The way they treat you and acts towards you shows a lot. If they show you love, they won't get frustrated towards you, stands with you through everything and doesn't abuse you in anyway. No matter how hard it gets they will always be there to support you and never get mad and try to hurt you.  They won't pretend and switch up on you and blame everything on you. If they treat you bad, you deserve so much better. They will try to make you feel they are the only one in the world and try to turn you against not only everyone else but yourself also and make you feel insecure but in the long run it is not healthy and you are going to have to find someone else who will love you for you and not make you feel like no one else loves you.  Those that have insecure will attempt to take you away from all your friends and make you feel like they are the only ones. This is not true and once you get tired of this feeling or you start to notice it you will end up putting your foot down a...

You're so insecure

  You're so insecure about yourself that you basically reflect it on me. You are so insecure that you have to ask me if you penis size is big enough or that you have to make sure that I am not leaving because of everything that you did and honestly I am sick and tired of you asking me the same questions everyday.  It has been a up and down thing for 8 years and I am tired of it. Everyday I have to ask the same question and its old. I am tired of answering it. I am tired of it all. You're so worried about someone else and others around that you are starting to seem like a narcissist.  It's like I don't even get time to myself, I can't even go to the bathroom without you being on top of me and I need my space to breathe.  You bring up you always let me go with you but I need my space, you are crowding me and I want my personal time but it is like I cannot have that and I want that.  Everyday since being sick, I asked you to do things but you still sit in the chair...

Shutterstock

 Are you a photographer looking for a legit place to sell your photos and work? Do you enjoy making videos of the scenery around you and want to make a few extra dollars? Do not worry!  Shutterstock is the place for you! They have a checker that will go through to make sure the images are up to their standards and if they are not you can simply edit them and then repost them which is nice. This is easy and I actually just made 0.20 cents and I did not even know it.  https://submit.shutterstock.com/?rid=180294542

Sick of the lies

 I'm sick of the lies... I'm sick of you saying you'll do something but weeks and months go by and you never do it. I'm sick of living the way we live. I'm so tired of it all and I don't want to keep living like this. You never keep your word but you want me to and I'm sick of it.  Almost 8 years and it's the same thing but this time worst and I'm sick of it.  You say you will find work but no you don't. You said things will be different. I am work myself to death. I'm writing blogs, I'm affiliate marketing, I'm working Clickworker, I'm streaming on twitch making YouTube videos it's always me and never you.  I work on the shops and everything else trying to support the kids while you do the bare minimum but expect me to be happy and then, if I make friends I with anyone you are kind of controlling worried if I am going to leave you for them and I am sick of that also. I'm done with it all I'm suffering from PCOS and wo...

Traffic Ad Bar

Are you looking for a way to increase traffic to your blogs, writing, website or basically anything you want including YouTube. This is a great place if you have no idea where to start. Use traffic ad bar.  This will allow you to add your sites to it and view other sites that are getting no traffic at all which is nice. You can use more than one website and it will go through and choose which one to show. It will stick to your primary site the most. People also use this to promote businesses and shops on to get more traffic and views.  The points that you get will make it so that you can show up more and more and move up the latter. Bots cannot use this site due to it makes sure and checks if you are still here by using captas and it will not auto go to sites you have to pick one, and if you do not within so many minutes you will have to do a capta verification.  Here is the link!