All about me and my depression and when it started

My depression originally started in the 5th grade, besides getting bullied and not being able to comprehend things like the rest. I barely had friends. My dad wasn't always friendly. He would go to work come home be stressed and yell. I didn't want to go to school. I fought with my mom and tried to quit all in the 5th grade. I took aspirin... sometimes 4-6 trying to make it all better. I felt like I was a no one. Nothing happened with the aspirins so I moved to advil and nothing still happened. I use to be a cutter and no one knew. I'd cut on my arm right below the shoulder so no one could see. I sometimes pretended to be sick all the way to 10th grade. 10th grade wasn't as bad it was fine. 11th grade came and I had some things happen to me I never want to speak of. 12th grade rolled around and the same things happened in 12th grade happen again. Near the end of the 12th grade I found the man of my dreams. I had my first son and was happy. After graduating high school I had my first son and then we got married in march and had my second son. During my school days I've learned to hide my tears and smile. But after school I let it all out and cry and cry and cry. There was no happiness during my school life... None, I'd go home I'm just a body not a person. I felt like I was alone. I had no one till my husband and he made it better even though I still have my depression and my post depression from both kids.