My 21st birthday

Its just another day that is getting closer... One more day that is just making me older.. one more number. Doesn't matter to me like it use to when I was little. No celebration just one step closer to nothing but stress,worrying,struggling. One more day older with little to no happiness..no joy no excitement... Nothing but the feelings of emptiness. Everyone has gone and your just there sitting alone watching the world pass you by to the point your just there and feeling worthless and like a nobody.