WELCOME TO MY DEPRESSION....IS IT OVER OR HAS IT JUST BEGUN

Depression is the worst when everything is falling apart
Everything starts breaking like the a mirror and glass
Everything falls apart and you are left there laying
in the dirt alone
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NOTHING IS OKAY
NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO BE OKAY
TIRED OF TRYING BUT I HAVE TO KEEP GOING
IF I GIVE UP I'M A COWARD AND I'M FAR FROM IT
I CAN'T EXPLAIN MY SCARS... MY NEW PAIN
I CAN'T EXPLAIN THE BLOOD THAT IS DRAINING
MY PAIN IS GREATER AND GREATER
I'VE RIPPED EVERYTHING
MY LIFE
MY MARRIAGE
IT'S ALL GOING TO SHIT
LOVE.....
TO BE OR NOT TO BE
IS THE NEXT QUESTION
SHOULD I STAY AND TRY
OR DO I JUST DIE RIGHT BESIDE IT....