This year was an alright year until I got sick with something that is still un-diagnosed but is making me loose weight and be nauseated, have diarrhea, vomiting, and cannot eat and we are dealing with a housing situation because the now owner who bought it in 2020 decided he doesn't get enough monthly income from it and is now in the hole because he wants his $35,000 and wanted to sell it even though we offered to pay him more in rent and now we do not know what he is doing.
This is a mess, he decided he wanted to do this right here at the holidays where everything is supposed to be happy. My kid's birthday is around Christmas and this year, I just don't even know if I can get Christmas for them because of this. Because I don't know what is going to happen nor if we're going to have a place to call home.
Every year, we always done something big for Christmas and Birthdays and this year I just don't see myself doing it because I am trying to save every dollar I have to be sure we can get another place to live. Renting around here is not cheap, there is nothing really for low income families and now places are doing credit checks in which if your credit is no good you cannot rent from them or they charge you more and it sucks because of that on top of they want you to have 3x the income and a few other things like charging the rent payment in a deposit and of course there are so many scams you never know what is real anymore.
This place we have been home for 7 years and we are trying our best to keep it together in front of the kids but it is getting harder now because of all of this. I wish I could just get 35,000 so I do not have to worry about a roof over our heads and we could just celebrate the holidays without worry.
