I awoke at three am this morning. I went to bed at 12. I had a nightmare but I also woke up wanting cereal. I had my bowl of cereal and now I am in pain.
I am nauseous and just feeling yucky. I had to start my colonoscopy prep with one cap of murlax a day until next Wednesday when I have to take a whole bottle on top of the 4 tablets of duclex.
I hope they figure out what is going on with me because I'm tired of being tired all the time and I just want to be able to do things without hurting or worrying all the time. You guys may not know this but I am stressing.
I am stressing about a lot of things and since affiliate marketing is not working out for me and my blog with adsense isn't really making anything I have been stressing.
I'm so tired and I know stressing isn't good especially with everything going on but I am still worried since I do have a family and we do not know exactly what is going on with me and what I have.
It could be crohns it could be cancer we don't and won't know until they go in and complete the biopsy, endoscopy and colonoscopy.
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