Good morning.. Update on Me

Good morning, good afternoon, good evening depending where you are. It is 8:36 A.M. and I am doing better but worst at the sametime. I am sicker than I was an cannot move. I am in much more pain that I have been and there is something wrong. I am needing more help walking around and moving. At times it is even difficult to do pretty much anything. My C-section was December 27th and I am taking more time with this one to recover and deal with it than I did with my first one. Everyone believes something is wrong or went wrong and I went to one hospital and the doctor did not say anything about it. The nurse however tried to point to the doctor that I have an infection but he did not even do screenings he just gave me higher pain meds because the pain meds was not killing my pain. My first C-section I was fine with my pain within 2 days. I did not need my pain killers but this one I need them and it sucks. I did not expect to be hurting still I expected to be okay and doing my normal routines but unfortunately it did not work that way and now I am still here in pain. My pain gets to where I can do nothing but lay down and not move and it sucks. What really sucks is it's my birthday week and I have 11 days left till my birthday and I don't even wanna celebrate it. I just want it to pass. My depression seems like it's gotten better slightly, I don't feel as depressed but just more emotional and upset that I can not do my normal routines. Juggling 2 kids and school is kind of bad but my husband seems like he has it down pack. He's been here more than anyone and I am thankful that he is because I know I would not be able to do this alone.