Lovely Writes

 I went to the ER for my discharge that the obgyn office kept gaslighting me for and trying to say that was normal when it was not normal.  I ended up having a real bad infection and ended up with 4 antibiotic pills and one shot trying to get better in which I started bleeding again after the shot.  Something I really have not been doing since I came home. I am finally getting the help and relief I am needing. I got the ablation January 14th, My 2 week checkup was January 29th and that was when I got flagyl. I have been playing message tag with the obgyn office. Trying to explain everything and they just push me off as if it was normal.  I told them the Flagyl was not working and they told me to give them one to two weeks and message back as if it would do anything. They would not let me talk to the doctor and they defiantly would not schedule me an appointment to make sure everything was good. I had enough and went to the hospital.  They told me I do have an in...

 Prime video is your one stop shop! I love how prime videos also have movies, shows and series of their own but then you can go over and get other subscriptions like Starz, Apple Tv, paramount+, Discovery, Crunchyroll, Britbox, Fox one, AMC+, BET+ and a bunch other other channels and platforms.  You can even bundle your subscriptions to save more money in which I like that.  One bundle has 2 subscriptions involved like starz and hallmark+ the other has MGM+, AMC+ and Starz all in one.  The three is only 19.99 and the two is only 13.99 in which saves a lot of money in the long run but prices very cause they have s Starz and BET+ that runs 15.99. They also have a lot of other bundles.    If you have kids, they do have a bundle for them with Ryan and Friends and Hopsters Learning.  I love how Prime Video gives you this option because it saves you money in the long run and you can pay for everything through them instead of trying to figure out what you hav...

 Every year, St Jude has it to where you can give the kids a Valentines day and Christmas card and it is free. These cards means so much to those kids and a lot of people do not even know.  These cards shows them that there is someone out there that is cheering them on and care about them through their toughest times. On these cards you can create a message for them or choose one that has already been made.  Click here to send a virtual Valentines day card today! Click here for the Christmas cards!

 At first, it was fine. Everything was fine even though my intuition made me uncomfortable of that office.  It was until the procedure was done was the issue. The doctors and nurses are gaslighting me. First the office did not tell me what I was looking for or signs of infection.  Then I was having pains but they said oh its normal to have cramping and everything else when I reached out.  Then another doctor answered my doctors messages talking about if your in pain and it is to much to stand go to the hospital and this was before the 2 week appointment. I was trying to get answers in which I did not. Then, I messaged again recently that hey the antibiotics is not working. I do not feel any better just for them to pretty much gaslight me and tell me that hey we expect cramping. I'm not even cramping. I am in pain like it is throbbing from the infection style type pain.  Like the doctor didn't even do the swob test. He only did a UTI test but he did not even both...

 With our office being in our room, we decided to change it up a bit. Having two desks, a dresser, two storage containers, a queen size bed ( Use to have a California king) is kind of cramming our room to the point we cannot access our drawers to the dresser without moving the bed a little and our room is just packed and cannot add anything else.   I am planning on trying to rearrange everything to try to fit better but I am not sure which way to go as of yet. We pretty much have to squeeze by my chair to get out if I am using it but when I am not we can get out just fine. Like there is a path from the door to the desks and to the bed but that is it.  Our house is old and does not have a master bedroom at all so we picked the one we felt was the biggest one and made it work.  We currently have the Stary electric standing desk   in which I love but after awhile it is time for something different. These desks are nice to have but instead of having two de...

 Due to my surgery and healing, I had time to watch some movies and series.  I found a handful of series and movies that I liked and a handful that I did not like.  I also got to rewatch some old shows and other things that peeked my interest. I am adding more to it as I go. I watched (click each one for review):  Five nights at Freddy's 1& 2  PlayDate (Prime Video) YuYu hakusho Live action (  Netflix) The Thursday Murder Club (Netflix) The Rip ( Netflix) SquidGames (Netflix) Kpop Demon Hunters (Netflix) Alice in borderlands (Netflix) Final Destination Bloodlines (Prime Video) Detective Cross (Prime Video) The steal (Prime Video)  HiJack (prime & apple tv) Joe's College Road trip (Netflix) Coulda been love (YouTube) Suddenly Amish   Red Notice Tyler Perry Beauty in black Cross (Prime video) Mackenzie Shirilla (the crash ETC) From Series (MGM+)

 If you stress and worry over everything or every little, then your body will become chronically ill over some time and it is not a good thing at all. It can make you really sick and drained and your body will turn on you.  It will make you have a weak immune system, inflammation, disrupt your hormones, cause heart disease, digestive disorders, serve depression and anxiety including diabetes. You will always live in fight or flight and your body will stay in survival mode. You will also end up having am I doing something wrong questions. The dreams that you get from this, will also stress you out. Everything you dream about will seem so real and it will send you into a panic attack and a anxiety attack making things even worst. I live like this and lived like this and it gets worst as you go.  Eventually you are going to have to find the cause of what is causing you to stress and eventually you are going to have to face your fears. Even if it is reoccurring dreams or you ...