I only have 6 friends but they are all out of state and doing their own thing. Everyone does their own thing. I got emails that wished me a happy birthday before they did.
I never had a birthday party. I don't have friends around me that wants to do anything.
I am always there for everyone else. I am always the go to when someone needs something and I always try to help them or fix the situation. I always am the listening ear and I always wish them happy birthday at 12am or even the night before.
I just realized I am there for everyone else and no one is really there for me and it sucks.
This just shows me that I bend over backwards for people who don't really bother with me. It's showing me that the people that I once was there for I should no longer because they don't really do anything for me. They don't call, don't really text or even bother checking up on me but I always check up on them and honestly it's tiring.
