The soul sinking feeling of watching everyone you grew up with have friends they can go to or talk to while you stick to yourself because you never fit in.
The feeling of wishing you could have a friend but you don't so you decide to go searching for a friend but end up finding people who are not friend type and just do things to you just for their pleasure or just because.
The hopes that you have a support group because your family isn't the greatest and you're just wishing you had someone else in your corner besides your spouse. Watching people get invited to outings or things and you end up at home by yourself wishing someone would invite you to something.
Wanting to have someone to have kids so your kids can become best friends also. This is a dream.. This was what I was hoping for but in the end, I did not get that.
