I'm tired. I'm in pain. I'm hurting to the point everything hurts. Doctors switched me back and forth from GI to primary to Rheumatoid in which it will be August unless I can find another doctor in which I am having little to no luck at all. I have yet went to the Rheumatoid yet but everyone found a lot of inflammation in my blood and body. My heart studders when there is a knock at the door or even when the dog barks. I can no longer rest. I'm in so much pain and stressed. Lately I'm too tired and in to much pain to do anything. Everything makes me sick and nauseous. My whole body itches from my head to my feet. If I sit up to long my back gets tingling. Everything goes numb. I'm exhausted and hoping to get answers. I just want to feel okay and be able to live life without all this pain.
I don't want to have to worry about working or anything. I want to live.
