Not everyone will be on the same page as you in life and not everyone is not going to understand or why you do certain things. Life is not easy you will gain people and lose them too but everything happens for a reason. When you make it and become something then keep pushing and never let anyone or anything stop you keep going and never depend on anyone to do something for you. Do it yourself and do it your way. Struggling is normal it also makes you not forget where you come from and how hard you must push yourself.